23 July 2005

Burnin' Bridges

One of my favourite songs on the new George Strait album contains the following lyrics: "it's amazing what a man can see by the light of a burning bridge"

This got me thinking about my pursuit of holiness. By holiness, sanctification to those who like more theological terminology, I mean the process by which God is bringing me to the point of loving Him with my whole heart, soul, mind, and strength. In a way I am becoming more fully submitted to the will of God (becoming more Muslim in the most strict definition of the word).

I doubt that George Strait (or whoever wrote this song for him) was getting at the point of denying family for the sake of Christ but I think that these lyrics really hit on this concept on which Jesus taught His disciples and those who happened to be in earshot of His sermons.

I am trying to say that I need to burn bridges and not dwell on the past (or past relationships) if I am going to serve God with all that I am. Jesus said that a prophet is not welcome in his hometown. I do not believe that I am a prophet but I do know that my religious convictions are not understood by the family and friends that I have completely left behind or am in the process of leaving behind for the sake of the Gospel and what I believe God has called me to do with the life He has so graciously provided.

If I were completely honest, then I would have to say that this calling or conviction of God in my life is not completely understood by myself either. I wish that it were because then I could better explain it to those around me who are seeking to figure me out.

19 July 2005

Pursuit of Holiness (part 3)

Nobody should claim that they are spiritually perfect. We all should daily repent, renew our application of the blood of Christ, and seek rekindling of the Holy Spirit. It has been my experience that the way we evangelize puts too much emphasis on getting somebody to say a prayer and little to no emphasis on encouraging authentic spiritual change. I would like to say that my life has been different, but I cannot.

I too am a victim of making a decision for Christ as my Saviour without taking into account that He is to be my Lord as well. For the first 13 years of my Christian life I did not live any different than those around. I would be willing to say that I was a Christian but I was not totally committed to Christ. It was not until I graduated high school and started college that I was able to look back at my life and realize the mistake I had made. It was at this time that I also noticed that my most Christian moments occurred while in constant community with other believers.

The journey of following Christ as both my Lord and Saviour finally got rolling when I got involved with a Christian community in college. In this group I was able to not only be myself but I was able to see that who I am is who God created me to be. This community encouraged me to put Christ first in all of my decision and also emphasized the need for me to take what Christ has done and continues to do in my life and share it with those around me. The four years that I spent with this group really brought to light a lot of the ways that God was bringing me into His presence.

God has continued to shape and mold me into the person I am today. He is continually perfecting my motives and motivations as He draws me closer to Himself. The Holy Spirit has convicted me of sinful attitudes, beliefs, and actions in my life. The desire to reach out to Muslims has also developed from a matter of curiosity to a goal that I feel so compelled to do that if I am not in some sort of ministry to Muslims or learning about how to be a better follower of Christ to my Muslim friends and family that I feel worthless. I know that I am not worthless because God created me for a purpose. This purpose is what I am to do no matter what the cost.

Sacrifice is another way in which the Holy Spirit has been bringing me to perfection. I am still human and have personal desires, but because of what God is doing in my life I am more willing to let these desires fall to the side of the road so that I can remain on the road to God’s goal of making me perfect. The more I progress on this journey of being made perfect in Christ, the fewer selfish desires I have. This is a wonderful feeling because that is what Christians are called to do.

If we do not love the Lord our God with our whole being (heart, soul, mind, and strength), then I would question whether we are really Christians. I do not want to conclude this paper on a legalistic note, but being a Christian is voluntary. If we do not want to follow the teachings of Christ, then we should not call ourselves Christian.

Pursuit of Holiness (part 2)

My current ministry setting is within a house church. The idea of pursuing perfection in the midst of community is directly applicable to this church. One of the things that drew me to using John Wesley as a source for this paper was my previous knowledge about the class meetings he began throughout England.

I did not learn much more about the reasoning behind these groups but, in studying the process of becoming perfect, my belief of the necessity of community for the Christian faith to mature and develop got stronger. One of things that Snyder said in his analysis of Wesley that intrigued me was if believers are serious about their quest for holiness they will join together in small groups to experience the type of community necessary for the growth and development of grace in their lives. It is my belief that this is where the recent trend of house church movements can shed some light on how to truly live in Christian community. I personally gave up living on campus so that I could live with others from the group that I am apart of. There is no better feeling than to know that the place you live is set aside as a gathering place for fellow believers.

The reason that the idea of pursuing perfection is, in my opinion, more applicable to my house church setting than to my previous experience of the mega-church comes down to size of group and contact with other members. In the traditional church settings that I grew up in there was no contact with other believers outside of Sunday morning and Youth Group. In college I lived, first in the dormitories, and then in a fraternity with people who saw every aspect of my life. Some of them saw both the Christian me and the non-Christian me. I was always a Christian but I did not always take seriously my call to follow Jesus in pursuit of perfection. It is in a similar vein that my house church is set up. We not only go to church together and seek to know Christ better but we share our lives with one another by living with one another and viewing church as something above and beyond a one hour gathering on Sunday morning.

House churches apply the pursuit of perfection in much the same way that the Wesleyan class meetings did. It is more than a bible study, prayer meeting, or fellowship hour. There is also a commitment to one another to encourage each other in our spiritual walks with God. There is more accountability within the house church than I have ever seen in the traditional church setting.

The downside is that it is hard to get others on board with such intimate commitment to other people. I imagine that in my future ministry setting of working with Muslims I will not have to struggle as hard to get people together in community. I do not completely understand why other cultures are naturally more communal then the American/Western culture. An application of pursuing perfection in this setting that comes to mind is not requiring new converts (from Islam to Christianity) to immediately withdraw from their cultural practices of attending mosque and studying the Qur’an. They should be encouraged to study the Holy Bible alongside the Noble Qur’an. It is not possible, like Pelagius wanted, for new believers to change their evil habits to good habits instantaneously. It is more scriptural to see perfection as a process of the Holy Spirit.

Pursuit of Holiness (part 1)

Christian perfection, on the rare occurrences that it is discussed, is often seen as something that is both unbiblical and heretical. As for the claim that it is unbiblical there are a number of verses that not only support it but command it. In the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus commands his audience to be perfect just as their Heavenly Father is perfect (Matthew 5:48). In the Gospel of John, Jesus told a man, whom he had healed, to go and sin no more (John 5:14). These are a couple of verses that command perfection. Since our emphasis is on the pursuit of perfection it is necessary to proceed differently.

The problem that most people have with discussion about perfection is the line that it seems to cross in emphasizing a salvation based on works. One of the early proponents, from the so-called heretical point of view, of this idea is Pelagius. Pelagius was condemned as a heretic in the 5th century for claiming that humanity has the innate capacity to choose from good and evil. He went against Augustine’s view that humanity inherited sin from Adam by saying that the only thing we inherited from Adam was the ability to choose between good and evil and the only effect of Adam’s choice of evil is that we continue to imitate him. He was most concerned with humanity taking responsibility for the way they live. If we choose to do so we can imitate Christ’s example instead of Adam’s. The main problem with Pelagius’ claims is that he sees no use for God. He says that God’s grace assists but, according to Rees, Pelagius has three types of grace in mind. Grace of creation is the gift of free will, grace of revelation is the gift of Old Testament law and New Testament teachings of Jesus, and grace of atonement is the act of baptism. Based on this viewpoint it can be said that humanity, according to Pelagius, is free to choose the good by following the divine laws after being baptized.

Pelagius defines the Christian as somebody who publicly admits having Christ as their Lord and obeys and serves God in all respects. There is no such thing as somebody who is Christian in name alone because their life needs to be lined up with characteristics of a true Christian (e.g. humility, godliness, chastity, and righteousness). One of the main reasons that Pelagius advocated such a strong belief in Christian perfection was the logical argument that God would not give us an order (from scripture mentioned earlier) that is beyond our natural capacities as creatures to do. Despite having no historical examples, except for Jesus, of people having attained perfection, Pelagius believed it was necessary to teach the possibility of perfection for two reasons. First of all, those who hear that it is impossible to not sin (as taught by Augustine) will not even try. Second, those who are taught that perfection is possible will pursue it and even if it is prevented by human frailty will sin less frequently and humbly repent of their wrong doings when they do sin. It would be better to err on the side of perfection being possible than impossible if it will enable better living. The idea of salvation being confirmed by lifestyle was not eliminated with the condemnation of Pelagius.

In 18th century England a man by the name of John Wesley became another proponent of the idea of Christian perfection. Wesley defines Christian perfection as loving God with all your heart, mind, soul, and strength. This implies that nothing contrary to love remains in the soul because all thoughts, words, and actions are motivated by pure love. Wesley echoes Pelagius when discussing the lifestyle of the Christian and his belief that, despite the historical evidence, there is no necessity of sin in humanity. He goes against Pelagius by saying that perfection is a gradual work of God through the Holy Spirit based on his reading of scripture and his view that scripture alone should be the guideline of the Christian life. Legalism seems to branch out from discussions about living our lives a certain way because of our Christian faith.

It is often quoted by Christians today that salvation is based on faith alone and not by works (Ephesians 2:8-9, Romans 3:28). Some non-Christians and Christians alike see this as a contradiction to the claim that we are to work out our salvation with fear and trembling (Philippians 2:12) and faith without works is dead (James 2:20). Howard Snyder argues that Wesley’s way out of this dilemma was the idea that the only thing that matters is faith working through love (Galatians 5:6). Based on what I have read on both Pelagius and Wesley, I think that they would wonder why Jesus commanded people to leave worldly things behind and change their lifestyles if salvation was based on faith alone. Our lifestyle is not equated with salvation but should change as a natural expression of genuineness based on our new life as a Christian. I agree with the possibility of perfection and that we should pursue to be made perfect by God for His glory. Because we are creatures the process of being made perfect contains many obstacles. However there is no logical reason to believe that Christ’s blood covers our sins in the record of heaven if the Spirit has not changed our hearts on earth because they are inseparably joined in God’s plan of salvation. Salvation has both eternal and present implications. Because we are sinners there is the wrath to come but because we are in the process of being saved we should work for social change. Change to this extent must take place in the community of fellow believers.

According to Snyder, no matter how sincere our commitment to Christ is it will fade if it is not connected to and encouraged by fellow believers by a specific guideline of community life and discipline. One of the church’s greatest strengths is that it is a voluntary community founded on willing commitment. For this reason, not only should legalism not be feared but exclusion and excommunication are justified because they are a consequence of violating the community’s trust.

In summary, Christians should live their lives that are visibly different from non-Christians in their pursuit of perfection. If the life of a believer does not look any different than that of a non-believer, their salvation may be questioned. It is not a matter of being a backsliding or Carnal Christian as often taught. Wesley argues that every part of our lives is either in service to God or to self (polite way of saying Satan). We are either seeking to glorify God in our life or we are seeking self-glorification. If we are pursuing God with all of our being in all that we do, then our life will look different. For this reason, Christians should pursue perfection by constantly studying God’s word, repenting of sin, and praying for the Holy Spirit to keep the fire for God lit in their lives.

Welcome to the Pursuit

Welcome to my blog about the pursuit of holiness. I am hoping to most my thoughts on various theological thoughts that cross my mind on a semi-regular basis.

My next three posts will be from a paper that I wrote for my final systematic theology class in graduate school. My goal is to give you a taste of what I think about and from where it is that I am coming from.

I removed all footnotes for better posting. Below are listed my main sources:

The Letters of Pelagius and his Followers by B.R. Rees

“The Freedom of Man” by James B. Ashbrook

A Plain Account of Christian Perfection by John Wesley

The Radical Wesley and Patterns for Church Renewal by Howard A. Snyder

What should we think of the Carnal Christians? by Ernest C. Reisinger